Hello hello! I'm back home earlier than usual today! School ended kinda early but I had to stay back for intensive Amath. :( I slept throughout the school hours. From 1 period before recess until school ended, I was sleepingggggg. Call me a pig then. I concentrated really really hard during Amath intensive. I managed to complete many questions from the whole stack of exam papers from other schools. Love the sense of achievement!

Stayed at the canteen to study whilst waiting for Koji, Cecilia and Xinyi. Went for lunch + dinner with Koji at Mufiz. As always! I think we're ultra regular customers already. Headed straight home after that.

Really, insomnia will kill me one day. Soon. Its like, when you really wanna fall asleep, your mind is clouded with so many thoughts. Thoughts that I try not to think about throughout the day. And when the night comes, those thoughts force themselves into my mind. Wrong timing much? I couldn't fall asleep last night. Stupid sleeping mask is really 0% effective. On the contrary, it was harder to sleep with them on.

Night study tomorrow! I'm gonna ask Marshall Amath stuff that I don't know. I'm so gonna go study like NOW.

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Reached home late today again. Caught the last train and the last bus home as usual. Today was just like any typical tuesday. Stayed in school for night study and skipped tuition. I don't know what happened to Wanting already. Anyway. I am so screwed for Amath. I must figure out a way to ace my studies. I must find an inspiration and motivation. Irene somehow talked some sense into me about Ted and stuff. Lotsa shit.

Anyway, after school ended, I headed to Koji's class to take back the books I lent him then I headed to the canteen. Studied whilst waiting for Xinyi to end school. Wanted to go for a puff with her. She last minute said she was rushing off to meet a teacher for one to one lesson. So I ended up going to smoke with Thinesh and gang. Okay, super ultra funny. We played truth or dare. And they dared me to go up to Hasyeef and brush my hand over his hair. Zzzzzzz. I walked up to him and started laughing. In the end I told him that I was dared to mess his hair. And he was like "ohhh noooooo." And he backed away. In the end I was dared to skip around the tree (which I did not do). Heh.

Faiz's dare was ultra funny. He had to open the dustbin and shout "SHUT THE HELL UP!" loud enough for the whole canteen to hear. I laughed till my stomach hurt! Hehhh. The whole canteen was staring at us. After that, went to smoke again with the guys then had dinner with Koji at the Indian place (wtf is that place called again?). Met Amy for a puff then went back to school to study. Phewwww.

Went to smoke again then had supper at macs with koji. I broke down when I was with him cause I really really missed vanilla essence so much. And the number of times that he appeared in front of me was really countless. I couldn't control those damn tears. They flowed like razors cutting through me. A gazillion of shit things happening. Was really very sad, but I'm trying not to let it bother me. I'm trying to smile no matter what.

Etc.etc. Dad's bugging me to go to sleep alr. Ugh. Nothing much anyway.

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wsm: HEY STEF. I wasn't stalking you and I'm a happy girl now. Well not really. Life really sucks wheni

wsm: ...I have to study EVERY SINGLE DAMNED DAY. Im so tired . Oh wells .

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Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course? Each of us has such a bank. Its name is time. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no over draft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day’s deposits, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against “ tomorrow.” You must live in the present on today’s deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success. The clock is running. Make the most of today.

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I am so ultra tired now. I'm not sure why either. Today's school was a complete utter bore. We received back our Prelim papers. Woah. I never knew a person could flunk so badly. F9 for Chemistry, F9 for Combined Humanities.  F9 for Chinese. D7 for Phys. F9 for Amath. Around C5 for Math. O: I can't calculate the marks for EL & Math cause I skipped EL p2 and Math p2. Yay. I remember how I was enjoying my sleep at home whilst the rest were taking exam papers.

Anyway, today wasn't so bad if I exclude the lesson time. I wanted to really concentrate during Phys lesson but I fell asleep on Isabelle's table. Hehhhhh. I was running around looking for po-po-po-poker cards to play during History lesson! Managed to get the cards from Amy. At the same time I was called out by Miss Gopal to tie up my hair. Then Kevin Hoo started telling me on msn that he really likes my hair. I know! I really like my hair too. Yay. :)

Went off with Thinesh and the guys to smoke then headed home. I waited at the letter box for my parcel to arrive. But noooooo. It didn't arrive. Really, this is the second time that my parcel didn't arrive. And both times were from the same blogshop. If this happens again, I'm gonna explode. Yesterday night was insomnia again. Sleeping masks fail at making me sleep. Sigh. Any suggestions? Btw, one last note, my itouch is back with me. Lovesssss.

Oh, great I just reached home not long ago. I was out the whole day. Met Thinesh @cck to get my ciggs then went off to cck library with xy to study a lil bit. Met up with koji, I went to smoke then had Mac meal with them. After that, koji went off, then me and xy went crazy. Shopped and started blabbering about cupcake. LOL. Mad one. We went to play ddr. Ate shaved ice at Lot1 basement. This girl ah, purposely wanna remind me of zhixiang only. The 1st time I ate shaved ice was with him @fareast basement. [insert a billion sad faces]. After that, Ahboon bro came down Lot1 to meet me. Watched him play ddr awhile then xy went off. Me and bro took a bus down to batok whilst we had a talk about Wisely and stuff. Met up with Wisely @g2k for awhile. Watched him eat, then bro went down to Yishun with me and watched me eat my Mega Mac meal + apple pie. Woohoo. Then he cab me home. Yay.

I haven't had a proper meetup with Ahboon bro. The last time that we had a proper meet up was like 2 fucking years ago. That was when I was sec2. I wonder if I've changed. Hehhh. He said I'm still as stubborn as 2 years ago. Yay. Stubbornness ftw!

W : The past is the past. What we had together 2 years ago can never be again right now. We can never go back to the way we used to be. You changed so much. You can never go back to who you used to be. The nice guy from polar. Now, you're that ex-boyfriend who's just merely toying with me. You look for me because she broke up with you, and you're lonely. Thats all there is to that. Junkang was right. ;)

Kththth, I'm outtttttttt, gonna go sleep now! Hopefully insomnia won't come searching for me! Alright, I'm off, don't miss me. Woooohoooo. I hope I don't sleep my whole Sunday away. I swear I will kill myself if that happens. Gonna meet koji bro tml, hopefully. He still fucking owes me my Itouch. :(