Reached home late today again. Caught the last train and the last bus home as usual. Today was just like any typical tuesday. Stayed in school for night study and skipped tuition. I don't know what happened to Wanting already. Anyway. I am so screwed for Amath. I must figure out a way to ace my studies. I must find an inspiration and motivation. Irene somehow talked some sense into me about Ted and stuff. Lotsa shit.

Anyway, after school ended, I headed to Koji's class to take back the books I lent him then I headed to the canteen. Studied whilst waiting for Xinyi to end school. Wanted to go for a puff with her. She last minute said she was rushing off to meet a teacher for one to one lesson. So I ended up going to smoke with Thinesh and gang. Okay, super ultra funny. We played truth or dare. And they dared me to go up to Hasyeef and brush my hand over his hair. Zzzzzzz. I walked up to him and started laughing. In the end I told him that I was dared to mess his hair. And he was like "ohhh noooooo." And he backed away. In the end I was dared to skip around the tree (which I did not do). Heh.

Faiz's dare was ultra funny. He had to open the dustbin and shout "SHUT THE HELL UP!" loud enough for the whole canteen to hear. I laughed till my stomach hurt! Hehhh. The whole canteen was staring at us. After that, went to smoke again with the guys then had dinner with Koji at the Indian place (wtf is that place called again?). Met Amy for a puff then went back to school to study. Phewwww.

Went to smoke again then had supper at macs with koji. I broke down when I was with him cause I really really missed vanilla essence so much. And the number of times that he appeared in front of me was really countless. I couldn't control those damn tears. They flowed like razors cutting through me. A gazillion of shit things happening. Was really very sad, but I'm trying not to let it bother me. I'm trying to smile no matter what.

Etc.etc. Dad's bugging me to go to sleep alr. Ugh. Nothing much anyway.

Tag replies.

huiwen: stef ! only the last sentence is abt kh . the rest isnt him :X

wsm: HEY STEF. I wasn't stalking you and I'm a happy girl now. Well not really. Life really sucks wheni

wsm: ...I have to study EVERY SINGLE DAMNED DAY. Im so tired . Oh wells .

wsm: 希望你早日回信，祝你身体健康.

@huiwen. LOLLLL. Okayyyy, then who splash water on you? O:
@wsm. HAHAHA. You think you what? Chinese letter writing ah? K, have fun with your life! ;)