day 5, day 6, day 7.
> Thursday, October 7, 2010
> 2:34 AM
I decided to do all these 3 days in 1 shot. Mainly because I didn't have time to do them the past few days, and also because it's past midnight alrd, so I'm doing day 7 as well! :)

a time you thought about ending your own life.

This happened like really many times alrd. but the most recent time that this happened was just last week. I alrd prepared everything. the medicine. Over dosage of medicine kills. A lot of shit. cried like my tears were free-flow. Nothing much happened. I thought about ending my own life (as the question states) but people pulled me outta it. although I know it sounds foolish to think of such a thing, but aw well. I'm a stupid naive foolish silly person. get over it. oh, and I'm just totally a xiao mei mei to you. (venting frustration :/)

write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

#01. I choose to pretend nothing happens when something goes wrong
#02. I run away.
#03. I think too much.
#04. I hurt too hard.
#05. My pet hamster died. :(
#06. I love l4d.
#07. I dislike l4d2 (giddy!)
#08. I live my life the way I want.
#09. I'm a Sagittarius.
#10. I believe in forevers.
#11. I like red.
#12. I stalk.
#13. I remember the people who leave.
#14. My best friend is myself.
#15. I don't lie about serious stuff.
#16. I get impressed easily.
#17. I was born in Decemeber
#18. I rely too much on certain people.
#19. I pretend to be happy.
#20. I love eating.
#21. I'm 168cm.
#22. I blogshop.
#23. I'm an only child. (I hate that)
#24. I enjoy solitude at times.
#25. I like cheering people up.
#26. I rarely take the advice that I give to others.
#27. I blog hop.
#28. I have bad relations with my family.
#29. I vent my emotions in this blog.
#30. I don't like myself.

interesting enough? if not, fuck the question and get over it. :/

your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

I'm a Sagittarius. I've been thinking about my zodiac sign ever since he told me he's a Scorpio and that Scorpio gets jealous easily. I was curious, so I googled it. As in, I googled Scorpio first. And, the results were so true. Back to the main point, about whether I think it fits my personality, I have no idea. Because google's giving me contradicting results. So yah.

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walk backwards,
September 2010 October 2010

Those old blogs that I threw far away.
Oldest on top, newest below.

And, beware, I used to be a fucked up bitch some time ago.

enoughfats(part1)
enoughfats(part2)
loveshenjingbing
hugmetightagain
justnotyourcupoftea
one-andonlylove
perfecthappyending(part1)
perfecthappyending(part2)

the links are different from the names cause I changed the links uh. but the names are their original links.

Yah, 1 last thing, have fun laughing at my past.

thirty day challenge,
#Oct's 30 day challenge.