K uh, your fucking emo status from long ago made me cry. Cause they reminded me of someone. Yeah. And when I went all the way back to late 2009, when I saw you and her talking, it reminded me even more of him. So yeah. And I realized that you're way complicated than I thought. And that I didn't deserve you in the first place cause I barely know you. The only thing about you is how easily you can put a smile to my face. I wish I had known  you earlier. I realized I'm nothing at all to you. compared to someone you've known for 9 years. K lah, Idk what happened. But yah. Idk uh. I wanna talk to you now. N O W.

K great. So I went further. And I found someone else. Now, I really cannot comprehend you and your tiny lil' mind. I really wish I had asked you that day. When you told me "oh actually you're the second girl I've chased this year." I should have said "that means last year a lot uh?" K awesome. I went all the way back to 20092009. And the fucking page hung on me. Oh, and I saw your latest statuses.

Okay lah, I cannot confirm that he doesn't read my blog anymore. But google.com/analytics says he doesn't. Blah. I wanna delete this blog soon. Seriously. Hahah. I'm so lonely~~ :( right, Lia? right, Amanda? Heh. Life uh. Fucked up shit.

I want to know someone. Like really really know someone. I want someone to tell me all of their deepest darkest secrets. I want someone to tell me everything about their past love. I want someone to turn to me when they need love. I want someone who can easily talk to me and laugh with me over the slightest things. I want someone who'll never give up on me no matter how tough it gets. I want someone to be my best friend and my lover.