> Wednesday, October 6, 2010
> 11:17 PM
> 11:17 PM
Does it hurt to know I'd never be there? Does it suck to see my face everywhere?
They may believe you, but I never will. Never again. Never again will I want you, never again will I need you. Never.
I skipped school today and broke the promise that I made to Akila. Ahhh, sorry. I pinky promised her that I'd go to school early today to accompany her to meet Miss Gopal. Whats more, I didn't reply her text cause I was fast asleep. I really feel like skipping school everyday alrd. But my mum would kill me. Heh.
I woke up multiple times today. Cause I kept going back to sleep. I woke up at 6am when mum woke me up. I woke up at 8 when dad woke me up. I woke up at 10 to text him. I woke up at 2. then I FINALLY woke up at 3pm. Dragged myself outta bed and switch on the computer. My dad is evil. He removed the wire for the computer screen. So I decided I shall not use the computer until I'm back home. So here I am! I'm home. I found the wire and I connected it back. I'm so smart. I initially planned to blog with my bb, but it can't be done. Zzzz.
Headed for "dinner" with Yawata. But we didn't even eat at all. We just loitered around Westmall. This lady at the first floor gave me a piece of paper thing with the perfume scent thing. Woah, it smelled damn good and it was selling at 49 dollars only. I'll buy it once my allowance comes in. :) Anyway, I walked into wattsin and I realized something. A few weeks back, I was packing up my room and I found this really nice star necklace. I completely forgot where I got it from. And today, I realized its from wattsin and that I bought it when Zhixiang was with me. Either that, or he bought it for me. Heh.
Went to coffee bean to read my story book and to eat strawberry cheesecake. Alright, Yawata wanted the strawberry cheesecake so I bought it for him, since he had no money. And fuck it. Strawberry cheesecake is somewhat like strawberry cake. It reminded me of something. So I felt fucked up and texted Lia. Its damn dumb how something like this reminds me of stuff like that.
Went up to the carpark rooftop to vent my emotions (and take pictures, heh). Cried a bit then went to buy bread for my mum. We both headed home after that. I've yet to tell Yawata what happened. I think its better not to tell him anyway.
Stuff happens. Shit happens. People come, people go. I was complaining to Sean Ignatius Tan about it through text when I was otw home. And, I realized how naive and stupid I am. Its not even the first time. I bet he's getting sick of me ranting about it. He told me how I shouldn't be so dumb and stuff. Aw well. Xi guan jiu hao.
But really, I'm sad at how insignificant I am.
Tag replies.
@Sally! HELLO!
@Kerouu. I think I'm more naive. Hahahah, I don't like her either!
@G.huifen. Earn 80 cents alrd. Zzzzz.
@Kerouu. Hahah. Because I went to Orchard! :) to meet my boyfriend.
They may believe you, but I never will. Never again. Never again will I want you, never again will I need you. Never.
▲ I like the "WE" bottle. Like, it makes a big statement. Heh.
Took the right hand side picture when I dragged myself outta bed this morning. ▲
▲ @ coffee bean.
▲ @ carpark rooftop.
I woke up multiple times today. Cause I kept going back to sleep. I woke up at 6am when mum woke me up. I woke up at 8 when dad woke me up. I woke up at 10 to text him. I woke up at 2. then I FINALLY woke up at 3pm. Dragged myself outta bed and switch on the computer. My dad is evil. He removed the wire for the computer screen. So I decided I shall not use the computer until I'm back home. So here I am! I'm home. I found the wire and I connected it back. I'm so smart. I initially planned to blog with my bb, but it can't be done. Zzzz.
Headed for "dinner" with Yawata. But we didn't even eat at all. We just loitered around Westmall. This lady at the first floor gave me a piece of paper thing with the perfume scent thing. Woah, it smelled damn good and it was selling at 49 dollars only. I'll buy it once my allowance comes in. :) Anyway, I walked into wattsin and I realized something. A few weeks back, I was packing up my room and I found this really nice star necklace. I completely forgot where I got it from. And today, I realized its from wattsin and that I bought it when Zhixiang was with me. Either that, or he bought it for me. Heh.
Went to coffee bean to read my story book and to eat strawberry cheesecake. Alright, Yawata wanted the strawberry cheesecake so I bought it for him, since he had no money. And fuck it. Strawberry cheesecake is somewhat like strawberry cake. It reminded me of something. So I felt fucked up and texted Lia. Its damn dumb how something like this reminds me of stuff like that.
Went up to the carpark rooftop to vent my emotions (and take pictures, heh). Cried a bit then went to buy bread for my mum. We both headed home after that. I've yet to tell Yawata what happened. I think its better not to tell him anyway.
Stuff happens. Shit happens. People come, people go. I was complaining to Sean Ignatius Tan about it through text when I was otw home. And, I realized how naive and stupid I am. Its not even the first time. I bet he's getting sick of me ranting about it. He told me how I shouldn't be so dumb and stuff. Aw well. Xi guan jiu hao.
But really, I'm sad at how insignificant I am.
Tag replies.
Sally !: HI STEF ! I'm here to tag youuuuuuuu ! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!  STALK YOU AGAIN! |
| Kerouu; I'mnaive.: HELLO STALKER! I don't like her sio. DD: |
| G.huifen: Still not earning? |
| Kerouu; I'mnaive.: STEF! Why never go night study yesterday?! |
@Sally! HELLO!
@Kerouu. I think I'm more naive. Hahahah, I don't like her either!
@G.huifen. Earn 80 cents alrd. Zzzzz.
@Kerouu. Hahah. Because I went to Orchard! :) to meet my boyfriend.
